You simply ARE.
All this striving and straining misses the point.
Rest for a moment.
Accept that there is no definitive right or wrong.
Understand that all you can do is act in your highest integrity.
What you are certain of today may come undone tomorrow.
It doesn't matter.
Feel the freedom in that.
Let go of control.
Liberate yourself from the idea that you can be bigger, better, smarter, stronger,
more valuable, more perfect, more infallibly yourself.
Release yourself from the prison of needing to be right.
There are no mistakes.